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Today we have 3 different music picks. Next week I will be doing wisdom as well. I will have a new feature starting in this issue. It is what I've been reading this week! There will be 3 to 5 links I have gathered in each article along with my 3 music picks for the week!

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Music Choice Number 1

dying on the inside by Nessa Barrett

Lyrics

You should take it as a compliment

If I were you I would be more confident

You're lucky that you're pretty

Why are you obsessed with your appearance?

I don't wanna hear it, you're fine

It's been my best-kept secret for a while now

No one ever sees it, but it's all around

it's the dinner conversation no one talks about

Don't know how much longer I can keep this down

Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade

Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

They're all like

"did you change your hair?"

"Did you lose a little weight?"

"You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"

I hate that I always look my best

When I'm dying on the inside

When I'm dying on the inside

I wish I could break the mirror

That makes me feel like I should F------- disappear

And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears

No matter what I try, they always seem to come back to life

What if I didn't do this to my body?

What if I quit and then you didn't want me?

It's been my best-kept secret for a while now

Don't know how much longer I can keep this down

Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade

Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

They're all like

"did you change your hair?"

"Did you lose a little weight?"

"You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"

I hate that I always look my best

When I'm dying on the inside

When I'm dying on the inside

You should take it as a compliment

If I were you I would be more confident

You're lucky that you're pretty

Why are you obsessed with your appearance?

I don't wanna hear it, you're fine

Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade

Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

They're all like

"did you change your hair?"

"Did you lose a little weight?"

"You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"

I hate that I always look my best

When I'm dying on the inside

Nessa Barrett - dying on the inside

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Link #1

I might use this one for wisdom next week. I was looking for wisdom ideas when I came across this.

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Music Choice Number 2

Witness Rosie Darling

I love sad songs. I just discovered this this morning. These lyrics are not as harsh as Music Choice number 1.

Lyrics

Cleaning my car out and I found the card that you gave me

My 23'rd birthday, covered in coffee stains

Heard you kissed someone just to get it out of your system

And I wish that I had more to say but I don't

I'm glad you learned how to talk

But I don't wanna listen

You can keep all my friends

And I'll keep my distance

Take another shot at me, it's obvious it's all for me

But I'm still indifferent

Do what you need to get over me

But I won't be your witness

You're seven blocks from me, I try to deal with it quietly

I wouldn't do what you're doing to me

I know that you always need to feel seen

But I can't give you what you need

I'm glad you learned how to talk

But I don't wanna listen

You can keep all my friends

And I'll keep my distance

Take another shot at me, it's obvious it's all for me

But I'm still indifferent

Do what you need to get over me

But I won't be your witness

Go right ahead, kiss my friends

I don't wanna know how you've been

But I'll hear it from them

How you go through the motions of

Moving on often, you want a reaction

But I won't, no, no

But I won't

But I won't, no, no

But I won't, no, no

But I won't

But I won't, no, no

I'm glad you learned how to talk

But I don't wanna listen

You can keep all my friends

And I'll keep my distance

Take another shot at me, it's obvious it's all for me

But I'm still indifferent

Do what you need to get over me

But I won't be your witness

And I wish that I had more to say

But I don't

[Witness - Rosie Darling] (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZHe02c0TAA)

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Music Choice Number 3

Electric guitar? No way! A mix of Billie Eilish and Olivia Rodrigo? Seriously.

Snow Angel Reneé Rapp

Lyrics

First to arrive, last to leave

What's misery without company?

It's hard to laugh when it's hard to breathe

It's white outside but red underneath

Feel the tip of my nose

It's burning but it's ice-cold

I'll make it through the winter if it kills me

I can make it faster if I hurry

I'll angel in the snow until I'm worthy

But if it kills me, I tried, if it kills me

Smiles hide what secrets keep

Can't tell a lie if you never speak

Look in the mirror, she looks like me

But half alive and twice as weak

Feel the tip of my nose

It's burning but it's ice-cold

I'll make it through the winter if it kills me

I can make it faster if I hurry

I'll angel in the snow until I'm worthy

But if it kills (kills) me, I tried, if it kills me

I tried so hard, I came so far

I met a boy, he broke my heart

I blame him 'cause it's easier

But I still look for him in her

The seasons change, addiction's strange

I loved back then what I hate today

I wish I went a different way

But if I went back, I would do the same

I'll make it through the winter if it-

But why does it go slower when I-?

I'll angel in the snow until I'm (worthy) worthy

If it kills me, I tried, if it kills me, I-

Snow Angel - Reneé Rapp

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Outro

Thank you so much for reading this issue! I hope you enjoy the music picks for this week!

I noticed only 16.67% of you clicked links. Clicking the links will really help! I Will see you in the next issue.

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